Blah. That's just how I've been feeling lately. It started with the girls being in the hospital, and the work piling up at my job and around the house. I can't seem to stay on top of it. On top of that this winter keeps dragging on with record snowfall and record number of days below zero degrees, and we can't seem to catch a break with the fevers, snot, and coughs.
John and Eden are sick again, and we are riding the fence the past couple of days with whether or not we should make a trip to the doctor with Eden. It's hard to take more time off from work right now when both of us have so much to do, and when we do take time off the work just piles up even more.
It is wreaking havoc on my state of mind.
When things get like this I wish I could just buckle down and get my shit together. For some reason, I take the opposite approach and just feel like staying in bed, spending too much time lost in the computer, or watching mindless television for mind-warping hours after the girls are in bed. It is completely nonproductive and makes me feel like a lazy blob.
But anyway, that's why I haven't posted much lately.
Because I am a lazy blob.
But...spring is just around the corner...right?
*My kids, as you can see, do not share my disgust for all things winter.
**Actually, I love winter...in December. It's just that by March I am DONE.